Update after a long time

Hai guys....miss all of u....i've received few comments and message that asking me to write another entry....Im really sorry guys for disappointing u.....my life is not that easy for the past few month....i've receiving a lot of criticism....

When u become a good kid.....but still people nagging at u about that...about that....you will start to act like bad kid....to protest....thats what im being doing...and my life really rough...friends that i called my family....never really my family.....there so many things happen around them and when i try correct them in really well mannered....its never work....and when i try to correct them in harsh way.....and now im the bad guy.....that i was the person that let others to learn about the problem that been happening in the organization....When they will realized that they are the reason.....people been talking behind them for almost 3 years...in front of me coz they never thought i am part of the organization......i really cant handle it any more...the best i can do....just accept it like its really fully my fault.....that im the one that mad for power.....i just need to crush my own dignity for everyone good....im too tired too fight...way too tired....

Ive been thinking.....maybe im closing this blog since its hard for me to update......i dont have the idea....fresh idea to write.....im in writer's block state now....

Love from me...

- Herlita Hutapea -